I'm not going to comment on her abuse allegations. That is not my place to to defend. But what I can say is that Kristina doesn't know shit. I do know what an abusive relationship is. The last few years of my marriage were filled with emotional abuse and meanness. I used to cry on my way home from 24 hour shifts every time because I knew he would be there and I just wanted to be able to come to a peaceful place and be with my son. I was living in pure misery for years. I've been raising our son all on my own for over a year now, including financially, and I work my ass off. Our son sees him only rarely ever since my ex-husband was arrested for child endangerment. I should be angry, and I have been! But I've mostly come to peace with it. I don't hate my ex-husband. He's mentally ill. He very likely still suffers from PTSD from his Iraq deployment when he was in the Army. He's not going to change. But don't fucking assume, Kristina, that I don't know what abuse is. You don't get to own that one. Just like you don't own Mt Chocorua. And telling people that supporting us is condoning abuse makes absolutely no sense whatsoever.
As far as healing from divorce, I get that! Even when divorce was hard...and my ex-husband did actually cheat on me, by the way... it was the right decision. That didn't make it easy. All of those years as the two of you as a couple just ends suddenly. Mourning for what once was. Knowing it never will be again. It's sad. You have to take time to decompress. You do have to build yourself back up, but it isn't right to knock other people down in order to build yourself back up. I never did anything to deserve this from Kristina. Removing her from my social media was not an affront on her, but for my own well-being. I didn't want to see it! I had that right. It wasn't an attack on her, but she took it as such, and this is where we are now because of it. Fucking social media.
As far as Ryan and I go, no one was more shocked than us that we ended up together. It started with an apprehensive paddleboard meet-up at Chocorua Lake. I even brought my dog as a buffer in case things were awkward. I honestly thought we wouldn't meet up again, but instead I saw a different person than I thought I knew, and things just clicked. I had NO idea that us being together would send her into such a rage or I never would have posted a photo of us together on Instagram so soon. I honestly assumed she was done with him. Why should she care?! She divorced him. And then her post! I was completely floored. Couldn't believe it was happening. I was being publicly accused of something I didn't do. So you can bet I was going to fight back... But once again Bat Shit Crazy (which I still stand by) publicly accused me AGAIN of having an affair with Ryan. I will actually say it one more time. This is 100% a total lie. It never happened. We did not ever have an affair or anything of the sort. Nothing.
And if this is one complete lie that she has told, what else has she lied about?
Oh, and, by the way, I'm not a medic.
